I've been away awhile again. Fancy that.
I've discovered that this isn't really the medium to work on my story. Not that anyone is reading, but I'll be posting it in its entirety one day soon. I've been putting in the effort with it.. and many other things. I don't care that it's a bit of rubbish, I like it and it'll feel good to finish it off.
On to other subjects. What does one do. When offered sad life altering news. Nothing to make the papers. Nothing to change the rotation of the earth, but something personal. Something in your every day. How does one cope. You change and move on? Humans by nature generally are creatures of habit. We don't like the uncomfortable throes of changes. That's what I'm currently dealing with. Too sentimental to hope for anything less than forever. To rooted to know it'll go much farther. I'm once again the downfall of something beautiful and intense. We always kill what we love don't we. That was very Emo of me. My apologies. I don't really have anywhere else to put this, so it'll end up here.
The day begins and so I must put these things away. Wipe the eyes. Chin up to the world. You'll never have the satisfaction right? RIGHT?! ....right. deep breath. chin up.
So it goes.....
I've discovered that this isn't really the medium to work on my story. Not that anyone is reading, but I'll be posting it in its entirety one day soon. I've been putting in the effort with it.. and many other things. I don't care that it's a bit of rubbish, I like it and it'll feel good to finish it off.
On to other subjects. What does one do. When offered sad life altering news. Nothing to make the papers. Nothing to change the rotation of the earth, but something personal. Something in your every day. How does one cope. You change and move on? Humans by nature generally are creatures of habit. We don't like the uncomfortable throes of changes. That's what I'm currently dealing with. Too sentimental to hope for anything less than forever. To rooted to know it'll go much farther. I'm once again the downfall of something beautiful and intense. We always kill what we love don't we. That was very Emo of me. My apologies. I don't really have anywhere else to put this, so it'll end up here.
The day begins and so I must put these things away. Wipe the eyes. Chin up to the world. You'll never have the satisfaction right? RIGHT?! ....right. deep breath. chin up.
So it goes.....
